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Spiritual One 58, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries

Feb 2007
10:21 AM EDT

It is only through pain that we learn our strengths and our weakness that will eventually move us on to another level of our existance ...stages of our lives are painful but crucial in order for us growth As my mom always told me its a learning experience. The now will not always seem like forever when troubled times exist but eventually it must pass into the future and change into a different moment where light can enter out lives and happiness and joy where we can look back now at the pain as a memory and the lesson from it becomes crystal clear to us.

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Spiritual One 58, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries

Feb 2007
10:11 AM EDT

My strength is being tested or perhaps I am getting what is due to me, I really don't know. I have things I am ashamed of and have ask God for forgiveness.

You break my heart because you leave me, us and you see things in such a distorted way, I have to question if you are right, but the truth is even if all of what you say is true running away fromis notthe answer, don't be afraid for you are a good man, I know that despite how you feel about me, I know that, but my heart hurts and I have know one to lean on because you would just think I was making my side sweeter to make everyone around me side with me. I don't care about sides I care about you, I and our marrige how can you run away so far from us, and your family. I am torn apart, but you will not speak to me and I must accept that and hope someday you will see through the fog you seem to be looking through.

I will stand by you and God will stand by us both, I pray for a solution to the pain you seem to be going through, I don't know what your mind tells you but it is not correct I know that, please God help us.

Amen

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mihi 48, Female, California, USA - 21 entries

Feb 2007
5:57 AM PST

i see nothing but darkness =^..^=

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babygurl12 33, Female, Tennessee, USA - 29 entries

Feb 2007
9:36 AM EDT

well i would expect of others to give kindness and graditude , but all i witness is disrespect and attitude . much ? yes .

�� - i fxcking dede;•

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MsCeeGee 49, Female, Florida, USA - 4 entries

Feb 2007
9:06 PM EDT

I have learned today that the true journey in life is to heal others which will in trun heal yourself. It is through the struggles and trials and tribulations that others go through that makes us all realize that none of us are perfect and all need work done on ourselves to truly appreciate and be open to what we still need to learn. I am convinced that the only way to grow is to grow with others through honest talks about ourselves and each other. You need to be honest with the good and bad you see in other people. If they have things to say about you good and bad, you need to take the compliments given to you and accept the fact that you have some room to grow through the negatives that people say about you.

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nessa 40, Female, Florida, USA - 2 entries

Feb 2007
8:12 PM EDT

The way I would define Love is as a feeling in your heart that you feel for another person. This means that you miss that person and you cant wait to see or hear that person the next day. Love is a natuaral thing that you know and feel when you love another. Especially if your in a relationship with someone and that person may make you feel jealous that could also be a sighn of careness.

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heartbreak2007 37, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 27 entries

Feb 2007
8:26 AM EDT

Okay it starts out like this:

Last night I was going to work and Justin and I are arguing on the phone. He kept telling me that I am not ever going to get back together with him because I had lied to him. He kept asking me if I slept with Dustin and I kept telling him no because it was so hard to tell him. Well now he doesn't want to be with me and he doesn't want me to move to Florida. I think that he might come around in the next couple of days because he normally comes around in a few days you just have to give him a break. Maybe us not talking for a couple of days would be better. I don't know I jsut can't stand the fact that he get's all upset because I had sex with another guy but we weren't even together but when he cheats on me then I shouldn't be that worried about it. What should I do?

Next off:

It started off on Friday Night. Well actually since this girl started at Applebees. Well I was working Saturday night and our manager on duty had told us to go back on to our smoking rotation and I had told this one girl to go back. Well I find out two host were back in the back smoking on the clock. Well I flipped and I am about to quit. If nothing is done to her. What should I do ?

Ashley

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sky 34, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 24 entries

Feb 2007
7:23 PM EDT

today totally sucks.

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HoneyBunny 42, Female, Texas, USA - 11 entries

Feb 2007
2:06 AM CST

love is something that u feel when u can kiss someone with ur eyes closed, because u know that they will still be there even when ur not looking. bunny

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martytx07 37, Male, Texas, USA - 53 entries

Feb 2007
1:36 AM CST

Well today I went to school and I got my wallet back!!! Sooo happy! Umm, let me think if anything interesting really happened...umm, no, not really while in school. Well anyways, Rose came and got us and I went to go give plasma for some extra money. $30 Well Rose got mad at me for some stupid little thing but I hope she's over it. Oh, and because I canceled my debit card I wanted to see if they could open it back up because I had it now w/ my wallet. So anyways, she's like it would cost again to get a new one. Freaking $12.50 which I thought was ridiculous. But I was willing to pay it. She called the company to see if they could just reopen it but they were taking FOREVER to answer, like 10 minutes, so she said she would just give it to me free because it was ridiculous. Well anyways, I get home, watch Prison Break while doing some homework and then Heroes! If you don't watch Heroes OMG, you're missing out. I missed some of the episode because Margarita came home and she wanted to go work out at the rec. I didn't wanna miss a chance to work out so I went and I caught like the last 5 minutes of Heroes at the Recreation center. There were a lot of people there, more than I ever seen because I have never gone a weekday. Only the weekends. That's what I love about Margarita because she's more determined than Rose was and I don't really want to waste more time by walking. It's like a 20-25 minute walk from my house. Shoot, I have other things to do. Well anyways, I burned, well from what the machine told me, 364 calories and I did some other stuff so yeah, probably a little more. Well Margarita wanted to go weigh herself so she had to go to the woman's lockers. I was waiting for her so I decided to go try mine again. And guess what, I went down to 274!!! I'm sure it's accurate too because it's the scales. So I was super excited about that. Today I'm def. eating a salad for lunch :) Anyways, talk to y'all laterz, have a good one!!!

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